Friday, March 23, 2012

Day 30

Yea! Only 10 more days(ish) of writing! It's not that I don't like writing, b/c I actually really love it, but by the time I actually get around to doing it, I'm exhausted.

Today I was thinking on how much I desire some alone time and some time with my hubby. And yet, all day I was surrounded by people, one of them barely being my husband (meaning we were in the same room for a short time and that was about it). There are times in relationships where you just need to recharge, and I'm at that place with myself and with him. The good news is I know that we'll get some of that recharge this weekend, starting tomorrow, so that makes me happy, but I don't like getting to the point where I feel this disconnected. I had a hard time all day today just gathering my own thoughts much less concentrating on other peoples. I knew this week was gonna be a busy one, and that there is an end in sight. It is a good reminder to me though to make sure that this doesn't become my norm again, b/c not too long ago, it was. So, I leave today feeling the need to steward my time better, especially in terms of taking care of myself and having time to connect with James (dang seminary). I don't want the things I do to be squandered away b/c I didn't have the focus or attention I needed to do them well.

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